I hear you Dyan I really do. For so long I didnt post on any of the official DH boards. I thought that I didnt like the way they were so why subject myself to it. Then after years LOL of this way I thought I still dont particuarly like the way they run things but hey why should I miss out and they miss out on my brilliant comments LOL So I decided screw it I did actually like DHs new music and wanted a say about stuff. I joined and I posted completely in good faith. I wasnt about to completely change my personality or point of view for this though. Then I thought after all this shit that I should just stop posting as well they hated me and it did seem very personal. I was giving as you say to someone/people who seriousely didnt want what I had to offer. But I thought I would be giving them what they wanted if I walked away. I wanted to stay and say hey deal with me the way I am. As I for one would hate to forget how to question why. But you are completely correct why am I giving to someone who think I am inappropriate. Its personal and theres no other way to take it.

Kat